My dear one, I have heard you sighing and wondering why your life seemed to be so limited compared
to that of others, and I want you to understand My heart and purposes in how I carefully guided your life so that the evil
one cannot discourage you. You see My love, even as I told you that it was very hard for a rich person to enter My kingdom,
I allowed your life to be purposely restricted in order to make it easier for you to enter My kingdom, and to surrender your
limited life to Me when the time came so that you could more easily embrace My plan for your life. If I had allowed your life
to grow to the point that regular people's lives do, it would have made things much harder to give up once the choice for
your calling came. You had less to trade in than a greatly accomplished person does, so this was actually a blessing and mercy
for your life, and you are not cursed. Trust in My unending love for you.
Do not be disheartened this day My dear one, for even though your outward life seems to have produced
little up to this point, your inward life has greatly developed and now you have reached a level of maturity and reliability
that I can easily promote into a greater position of service. Like many of My servants throughout history that were either
restricted or denied the normal things in life in order to serve Me, I have saved the best for last in your life, and your
end will be much greater and more wonderful than most other peoples lives around you. You are not too old, your life was not
wasted, and it is never too late for Me to bless and use you. My power and blessing are coming even as I speak, and I have
kept careful track of all that concerns you. Trust Me to the very end My love, and do not listen to the lies of the evil one,
for My words are trustworthy and true, and I have surely saved My best for last for you.
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