My dear one, I have been repairing the foundation of your heart and renewing your mind with the truth of My word. I have been revealing the kingdom of light to you, and helping you to discontinue any old behaviors of the kingdom of darkness that have held you back in the past. This has been a very lengthy and painstaking process in order to bring you to a place of true maturity to bear more and better fruit for our kingdom. And since it has been a long time since you have seen Me bless you, you have been afraid to believe Me for My blessing.

I want you this day to let go of all doubt, discouragement, and grumbling, and to be willing to believe Me again for better things, because My heart all along has only been to grow you up enough so that I can bless you and use you to reap this last harvest of souls in the earth. I have not forgotten about you at all My love, and it is just that the work we have been doing together requires as few distractions as possible so that you can make good progress and be done with it. The foundation of your heart and life must be whole before we build upon it.

A great time of refreshing and renewal is standing right in front of you, and I know that you want to be found believing, rather than doubting and complaining when I come and visit with you. I have always enjoyed the way that you have trusted Me no matter what, so do not let the words of the evil one poison your heart and faith at such a crucial time as this. Soon you will be restored and joined to many others whom I am restoring, so do not lose hope. Many people are waiting to receive from Me through the joyous works I will soon do through you.

My faithful child, you will be so glad that you went through this tough time of sanctification and transformation and you will see in the months ahead just how important it all was. There are many things coming for My people that they must first be prepared for. Your hearts must be 100% mine first before you face the many things that must soon come. You will be ready and you will stand strong in the days to come because of all this hard work we're doing back here. Believe Me again for My blessing and promise, because it will surely come very soon.