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Letting it all hang out
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Letting it all hang out

Another perplexing aspect of the Wilderness, is an almost complete loss of control over your sin habits. It seems that Gods grace (help) and virtue (spiritual strength) have flown out the window, and you are doing and saying things that you would have thought long gone. You may even be mysteriously and easily getting caught for things that you used to do without anyone finding out. This experience can frighten and baffle even the most seasoned Christian. All your past pain buried deep withing you may also be rising up and you cannot seem to stuff it back down this time. You may feel that an emotional breakdown, or even Hell must not be far away.

God allows His hand to be lifted, and the normal restraint to be removed, so that all your buried pain and sin problems will come out full strength, and you will truly be forced to face them and allow the Lord to eradicate them once and for all. You see, most sin habits are there because we are trying to relieve inner pain, with outer pleasure. Even boredom caused by a lack of Gods Spirit is a form of need and pain. Like a car can only really run well on gasoline, we can only run well on God.

Sin never satisfies, so we have to keep using more and more, and the guilt and shame we carry increases our pain and hunger for more sin. Not to mention the problems it causes us in our lives and relationships. God wants us to be satisfied, and healed so that we can live a truly happy and holy life. The sin idols (fake God) never really meet our need, they actually create more of the very pain we think they are relieving. Like cleaning out a cluttered closet, you have to pull everything out, to really clean it. Instead of putting sin band-aids on our pain, God wants to heal it from the roots. If you want to heal the fruit, you have to heal the root.

This crazy time will end, and you will end up a pure, holy, and compassionate person, rather than being judgmental toward others trapped in sin. What you are experiencing now, will actually become part of the foundation of the new ministry God is calling you to. We have a whole world of people trapped by sin and who's lives have been destroyed. You may think, "Well, that may work for others, but my sin problem is just too deep to ever change me", but believe me, the Holy Spirit knows you to the core, and He knows exactly how to expose the lies living within you, and replace them with a new revelation of the truth that causes you to be able to let go of the sin.

It will be the truth that sets us all free. The lid of restraint, and Gods grace will return at the proper time, but not a second before. This is obviously not a open ended credit card to sin, God is actually watching over you and protecting you from going all the way over the edge. God wants a full deliverance and He knows what it takes, and how long you will need. Be at peace, and know that "He", is the Author and Finisher of your faith. He just needs to show us our utter inability to change ourselves, so that we can fully receive His abilty to change us. We cooperate with His work rather than striving and failing in the flesh to change. He will share His glory with no other. A true testimony requires alot of tests. Just hang on, you will make it through this.